More Heartfelt Than I Wanted To Write

I tell you I think you are amazing but I don’t think you know what I mean
I honestly feel you are one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen
I try not to but catch myself thinking of what it could be
Ya know, you and me
If you read this you would probably just see me as another guy
And I don’t blame you but keeping this in feels like a terrible lie
Any guy that doesn’t respect you for who you are is nothing but a little bitch
And is a guy that you have every reason in the world to ditch
A man that is too afraid to commit to you is a fool
Because in this world filled with dust and rocks, you are a hidden jewel
I see you as an amazing friend, and for the right man, so much more
I would never see spending time with you as a chore
I write this with so much romanticism but I drowned in cowardice
Because when I speak I try to keep my heart filled with emptiness
I do it so you never know
And then hopefully you will never go
I have seen so many get hurt over such a feeling
But the more I get to know you I fear it is my heart you will someday be stealing
So really I fear leaving but want to go so fast
I want to stay but I fear if I tell you our friendship wont last
Though I don’t think you will ever know
If you do and even think you could feel the same, I apologize now that I had to go